Wednesday, December 31, 2008

End of 2008; Welcome 2009

It's the last day of 2008 now, an hour to go b4 the new year (2009).
Well, they usually says a new year is a new start, and everything happens to start over a new life.
Sometimes, u need to agree of that; Sometimes, u feel like not agree with that.

I've been listening for radios these few weeks. The DJs kept reminding us about the year 2009.
As new year is coming,
-Have u done everything that u need do in 2008?
-Have u completed everything in 2008?
-If u haven completed it, don't push it till the next day. Cuz once things have been accumulate, u'll gonna have more work to do in 2009.
-Have u tell sth that u want to tell to yr family members, friends or partners? well, tell them fast b4 it's to late to wait till 2009.
-Have u solve things that need to be solve in 2008? Find a way to solve it ASAP, or seek for someone's advice for more help. This would reduce more problems and in yr life. Don't push it years after years until u got white hairs. =P

All these months in 2008, i've been thinking quite a lot of things and made quite a number of decisions in life.

b4 my results is release, ive been thinking of wha tcourse should i take in Uni.
and the course that i've took is better a good help for me in my future, and the most important is that i like it. ^w^
from nursing to somwehre more to science side.
ok, these are the course that have been pop in my brain b4,
~interior design
~food science and technology
in the end, i made my choice to take food science and technology. but there's a possibility that im going to change it again somehow. hmm...

My decisions have been changed over a pass few days b4 especially in the beginning of the year 2008 after i got my SPM results.
A decision that has been made to further my studies after m
y SPM. From studying overseas to studying in the country.

This problem has been bothering me for quite a weeks.
With all the financial support, shelter, school, distance from hometown, Visa, language, level of academic from other places,
discriminations and so on.
I've been thinking all this.
This had made me quite a moody person for quite a few days.
I've been
desperate and exhausted by these things.
I feel so lost suddenly. Lost somewhere in Space with no directions.

In the End, in quite a short time with a short thinking, i chose to stay in this country.
Study in
Sunway University College, which i am now. b4 that, i ever made a decision to study in CND, and i've send over my school fees.
It's quite a large amount of money.
According to the terms & conditions of school fees, i
thought i couldn't get back my money any more.
Thank God, they approve my letter of apology of unable to make my study there.
the money has been returned safe and sound. ^w^
That's quite a harsh decision for me, and
i've changed it in such a short mean time.

Sometimes, i juz feel like i don't have the faith to visit CND.
It's been my 3rd time that i almost going to visit that country.
But everytime it juz falls to a disappointment.
Sooner, i
juz feel like giving it up.
Even though i kept comforting myself that one day
i'll be going there.

then i go to Sun-U.
and i chose to take MUFY (a.k.a. Monash University Foundation Year), which is the most expensive course there. i didn't know that until i took the programme after a few days later. ==!!!
It's the mostly possibility to get approve by the Monash Uni, and Monash has the course that i might want to take. btw, Sun-U and Monash are the closest college and uni from where im going to stay.

and i met Rachel, Nga Lai and Eli in Sun-U.
These 3 are my close friends in Sun-U.
Coincidentally, we took the same number of semester, afraid that it would be too hectic for us to take 2 semester as we're the accelerate intake.
Now, i could c some of those who took 2 sem are quite busy and sometimes some of them don't even have free time for their lunch.
The Good thing is they graduate earlier than us.

then everything goes on day by day.
with assignments to do,
presentation to work out,
research to carry out,
charity to raise,
extra boring subjects to take,
result to receive.

juz like this and i've spend about 8 months in KL, never go back to my hometown for 8 months.
At home, i juz
clean the house,
wash dishes,
cook for lunch and dinner,
online surfing the net,
waiting for some relative come over to pay a little visit.

then went back to hometown in the November.
met wif some frens and helping around in the factory.
at the same time also will thought of my degree.
mama asking me to try looking for scholarships.
well, ok~ i'll try.
but won't it be too late for me to apply for scholarships as my SPM results has been released for so long already. plus some of their requirements is so HIGH!! ==!!!
and also she suggest that maybe i could try to take double degree.
and i was thinking about that too.
would it be too pressure or what?
but at the same time, it might be useful too.
i don't mind taking double degree if i have to.
the problem is juz the finance, and afraid that i coudn't catch up everything.
well, as u know double degree is like double the work and double the fees. Everything goes double.
taking double degree is not that bad too, as the other one can be used as a backup.
still thinking about it.

and today, it's the last day of 2008, have i done whatever that i should have done in this year b4 it goes to 2009??
i've tried to make my life as happy as i could already.
and i think i've done my best to make a colourful page for this year (2008).

wait, b4 i end up everything. there's an incoming msg from Wee. typing:

Sunday, December 28, 2008

1st time Working

i don't consider that as really working...

it's juz a temporary work...

mr tan introduce us 1...and no idea what is it about...

2nd day back to KL then suddenly ask us want to work or not...

what a rush...helping him out in Monash?? 

what kind of work could it be???

i never work b4 ok...

nvm, since i've got nth to do then go for a temporary work lor...

rm5 per hour... *my eyes shines with $$$*

the work is actually about photocopying students' documents, stapleing thing, arranging  documents, writting address for documents to be sent out...

with all this work work... we actually earn rn25... woohoo...

but that rm25 i already spent it on 1 piece of blouse... i like it  ^w^

Saturday, December 27, 2008

My Arrival in KL

hello KL..
im back for my study liao...
actually im not really prepared yet...
somehow doesn't have the "get ready for new semester tol start" mood...
1 month holiday seems very normal like holidays during high school...
every time when it comes to holiday sure work in the factory 1... rolling plastic rolls...
somehow i got used to it already...
somehow my muscles also become "heavy" cuz of my laziness too...
normally juz sit there and wait for the plastics rolls to be completed and make sure that it comes our fine (mean to say no problem with it)

waiting for the time to pass...
waiting to get ready for the flight to the airport at home...
walk around at home... bla bla bla...
time seems to pass out slowly... boring~~
the flight is 12.55pm and i woke up so early n the morning.. around 7pm... sienz...
if i knew it turn out like this... i would watch the [V] Power concert on tv last night...super sienz...

at the airport lor...
now, where is that SeaWeed?? hmm....

suddenly phone called---- from SeaWeed
SeaWeed: Im juz right behind u ... turn over

*yes! target found*
Yeap, this is the day. This is the time.
Once again, we're leaving kch to kl. Leaving together to study afar.
~checked in >done
~baggage scanned >done
now waiting for them calling to get ready to queue up
it's quite early though... for us to be there...
about half an hour b4 our boarding time...
play my PSP 1st ~hiak~
arrival time around 2.30pm...
headed to the baggage collecting section...
1st stop, the toilet session. im damn full bladder
the worst thing is the toilet is packed wif lots of ppl there.. need to queue up so long leh...
no way im going to wait there.. forget about it.. i'll go later when there's fewer ppl inside...
the baggage collection is damn slow... what took thwm so slow out there...
after SeaWeed came out from the toilet still no ready yet ==!!!
this thing delayed our schedule leh...

finally got the luggage... then heaed to the SkyBus stop
1st time using SkyBus... wee... nth cool inside...
only that no eating and drinking...
and SeaWeed got caught drinking soft drink inside...shesh...
walilie... the distance from LCCT to KL sentral is so long leh...
feels like siiting in the cab for an hour...
even the butt feels pain and hot lor... =P
along the way from KL sentral using KTM to Subang is fine...
everything came out good...
and we got Subang around 5pm

waited for the mini bus at the bus stop for about half an hour...
damn long plus the whether is extra hot that time...
can feel sth burning on the head already...
in the end, juz give up of waiting for the mini bus...
and use taxi back home...
rm10 leh... bopian lor...
dunno what's wrong with that mini bus...
took so long to get to Carrefour one...
is it possible it broke down half way somewhere??
well, it have been broke down quite a few times already.
yeah, finnal home lor... hehehe...
so tired leh....
mr tan not at home....
what we're going ot eat tonight??
that's what we got for a night meal.
sry for SeaWeed, got nth nice at home to eat... strave for a while... but don't faint out please!!!

after eating sth feels better already.
the cleaning the house... with all those sweeping and mopping
phew... what a sweat.. after doing the mopping and sweeping feels better now... yay to myself!!! ^O^

good that we reach home safe and sound.. and have a good sleep too ^^

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Lonely X'mas

X'mas is damn lonely and boring
stay at home the whole day (except that going to the temple 拜拜 in the morning) didn't go anywhere else...
not even X'mas eve (except going to the 7th mile clinic wiht grandma early in the morning as well)

b4 that Seaweed actually asked e to go out for sports on X'mas eve.. but i turned it down
cuz it was in the morning and i need to accompany grandma to the clinic...
another reason bcuz since i've not been exercised for so long... i'll be having muscle pain if i went there

then i wait till the next day c whether they'll ask to hang out or not..
in the end who knows... nobody ask to go out... waiting for incoming sms or phone call...
but still the same.. my phone remian silent and still...

then this afternoon, went to 爱FM website c anything interesting there ot not (well it's my 1st time there, so im kinda curious about what's inside there)

yeap, inside has all those DJs profile and their scedule and about the latest news on 爱FM
then i went to their chat box...
randomly chat with strangers...
then saw their <回家过年> MV... the MV is a bit weird and funny in a way...
the begining of the song is kinda of... erm... i consider it traditionally old <--- and that's why they call it one of the most that can express the Chinese's newyear's mood and feeling (sth like that)
ever since December they kept putting this New Year song instead of the others...and im telling the truth
i could hear this song playing on radio like about 5 times a day...
no offence hehehe...

this is the new year MV that i saw lor... ==!!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Let it Snow! Let it Snow! 4 Christmas

that' s right... Let it Snow! Let it Snow! Let my Blog snow for 24 hours 365 days!!! im not going to remove the "snow" in my blog for the rest of my blogging... hehe... (well.. i hope i can do what as i said)

i really really like it snow... even though i have no idea how does snow actually feels like or looks like... i think it's going to be nice ^w^ soft, white and gentle weee....

one day (in the future or my other century
), i must experience places that snow. b4 that.... i need to eat lots of fatty stuff or where thick thick cloths or else i'll be freeze to death =P choi! choi!

how does celebrating Christmas really feels like?? i don't only mean like seeing everywhere putting up and selling X'mas tress
or having X'mas sales everywhere or giving out and exchanging presents or seeing "Santa Claus" giving out free sweets to little kidz or sending X'mas chained messages or.....

i dunno... what am i trying to express here??

maybe bcuz my family or ppl around me doesn't really practice this "celebrating X'mas" thingy or having X'mas mood... so i couldn't feel the real X'mas atmosphere usually those Christians practice this
celebration right? im not sure about that for what i've known. Rachel seems to have this practice... go for X'mas shopping... having X'mas tree at home well decorated

i know, i know, Christmas is a Joyous celebration. With lots of love and warmth arround.
Gathering together... eating yummy things... and "Santa Claus" too... (i can describe this cuz i've seen all this on tv ==!!!)

im not trying to make Christmas terrible... im juz trying to feel the real joy and happiness of having Christmas around... i believe one that that particular feeling and mood will come to me...

but i like the decorations and ornaments and pic
tures and poster for X'mas... they're all nice ^w^ (now that whether i already can feel the X'mas mood or am i juz giving myself more confusions... haiz...) anyway, here there are... X'mas!!!

Friday, December 19, 2008

Not a Chance

thinking of what hair style im wanna cut later...


argh... when it comes to hair cut i always have no idea about it.. mostly im going to cut it shorter only haiz...
y can't i have another kind of hair style??
1st reason : u might be regret of the result of the hair style
2nd reason: if u cut it too short then u can't tie up yr hair, then yr hair will be messy when the wind blows ==!!!
3rd reason: if u dyed yr hair, when new hair grows out, u can the the contrast colour of yr hair
4th reason: if y perm (dunno spelling correct or not), it doesn't mean that i like to let my hair down always. if i tied it up, it's meaningless for me to perm my hair. It'll be a waste of money.

so this morning, the only thing i did i only cut my hair shorter.
1 of the reason i have hair fall problem is bcuz my hair is too long already. ==!!
and now that it is short, i think it shouldn't be any problem anymore.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

My Master Piece

i've been drawing some pictures at home these few days...
mainly related to the theme: Fantasy& Supernatural
at the same time i can practice my drawings which i have "abandoned" since f3...
hmm... it seems that my drawings are still not bad after all...( i give myself 8/10 ^^)
satisfied with the black and white shading but not the colouring
having the feeling that i might ruin my drawings... i don't dare to colour them.. (will ruin roughly 80% of my master piece... no way for colouring)

Here are my drawings:-

This piece is a Chinese Flying Dragon.
i) Name : Chinese Flying Dragon
ii) Special ability :
-Breaths out fire from it's mouth eg. fire ball & inferno (temperature high enough to melt down iron metals)
-Super Speed with flexible tail to manoeuvre their directions and speed
-Hard Skin covered with hard scales all over it's body to minimise wound from enemy
-Sharp Fangs and Claws to kill it's rival less than a minute

Second piece is 2 different creatures. Left side: The Legendary Sea Dragon ; Right side: Chinese Flying Dragon
Left side:
i) Name : Sea Dragon ( Gemstanus)
ii) Speical ability :
- Able to control sea water eg. waves, tides and tsunami
- Breaths out strong water bubble big enough to trap its enemy
- Produce special seaweeds to allow creatures from the land to breaths deep in the water
- With it's flexible tail it can swim in high speed in the water, faster than any other sea creature
- Consists of sharp poisonous fangs at the end of it's tail to attack it's rival
Right side:
i) Name: Chinese Flying Dragon
ii) Special ability:
(same as the previous Flying Dragon but a smaller version one

Third piece, The Phoenix of The Wings. Two Phoenix flying together. (some drawing misunderstanding there, the picture makes it looks like the Phonis on the left is scolding the one on the right.. nvm..)
i) Name : Felcon (left), Feral (right)
ii) Special ability:
-With strong and wide wings it can fly as high as it want to be
- Both are able to transform into 2 fire wheels
- Sharp claws to kill its enemy
- Felcon can make sharp shriek sounds that causes deaf ; Feral can make sweet melody as medical purporses to cure wound but it's ability is limited

Last piece, from left to right, Guardian of Plant, Guardian of Fire and Guardian of Water
like what have been said,
i) Guardian of Plant: Penzzle
- controls every single plant on earth no matter on ground or in the water
ii) Guardian of Fire: Sannest
- controls all fire element
iii) Guardian of Water: Oslyn
- controls all water element; sea, ocean, lake, ponds, river etc

yeap!! i drew all of them. hehehe... i drew them while helping in the factory... hey, i actually can multitask.. cool~~
sometimes bored at night nth to do then took out a piece of paper... draw again...
my drawing is my soul,
keep going on and on,
the growing never will stop
(hmm.. what makes me think of this phrase) yay!!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Delight with a mixture of Pain in the Heart

today is the day...
an important day for this semester (well... for my life in college is quite important for me)
this is the day my result for this semester is released...

i open up my eyes...
lying on bed...
looking at the's 7.05am in the morning...
still unwilling to get up... due to my laziness...
looking at my clock again.. it's 7.15am...
ok.. now my soul is returning to my body.. hahaha...
get ready to get up ...

wosh... after taking a nice warm shower...
sth "pop" into my mind...
wait a min... today is 11 Nov...
oh ya...

rush to my com...
log in my Monash ID...
ya... it's the day to check for my result for this sem...

here it is..

Year Unit TItle
Mark Grade
2008 English B
83 HD
2008 Biology A
85 HD
2008 Chemistry B
80 HD

yeap.. im unsatisfied with it...
leaped into the air...

at 1st my mum sounds happy for my achievements... BUT...(this is the part that i don't like)
after she knew 1 of my friends scored better than me in it... she sounds like as if i got nth...
she's like.. pouring cold water on me for my results...

i hated it... i hated the way she said to me... i hate it!! i hate it!!
y does she wants me to compete with her??
she's very clever in it.. yes, i know that.. i know she got 88 for Eng, 85 for acct, 90 for math
y wanna compare my results with her?
u know sometimes i have the feeling of unhappiness in myself when u sounds like wanting me to be the highest among my friends...
it gives me the feeling uneasiness...

ya right...
even though i told u that i don't care what others say about my results or what ppl talk about it: my college is lausy 1 or the standard is not so good so they set the questions easily for the students to score high
u know... what u hear and see from the outside is not like what im thinking in the inside
im actually sensitive of what u and others are talking or comparing my results and my college...
just that u didn't know about it...
u never know about it...

Monday, December 1, 2008

my blurish never ends

let's see... im still in my blurish self.. blur of my course after finish my foundation in college...

i wanted to choose food science and technology... but dunno am i choosing the right thing or not... i like the course boh... (mum always say as long as u like it and it wouldn't have any trouble in finding job. don't worry about the financial support. *sign*)
yeap, it's true..
i usually like my mum's advice...
i like the way she advices me...
she open up my mind...
open my way...

i've make up my mind...
i'll take double degree...
the only thing i can do is struggle harder lor...
if i take double degree then more choices to make in my future pathway...

but at the same time...there's still some problems...
i kept thinking of the course fees...
i know double degree is not cheap and it's at Monash somemore...
Monash course fees are quite expensive ...
i know that.. so im worried my family couldn't afford it...
but then my mum say not to worry about the financial, the money, juz concentrate on my studies..
cuz my parents already planned almost everything for me & my bro's future financial...
but at the same time im afraid i can't cope up with 2 course...
this is so sienz..

aww... my brain hurts... im blur =P

A Leakage In Our Friendship

Gonna have a gathering wif the gals tonite at Isabella's ( ermm.. im not sure where it is.. juz simwhere near the day dream cafe) ... ^^
anyway, im so excited... weeeee.... long time no see gals...
*keep sms-ing each other before the meeting*c who else is going*
CLC: who is going tonite?
TPI: not sure woh... are u going? CMCgoing?
TPI: err.... tonite i go over yr house at 7.30pm then i foillow u to Isabella k? i dunno where is it... =P
BSH: ok.. u phone me b4 u come..em..vck not going.. wee n cmc u ask them rite?
(oh ya, that day i told CMC when we met coincidentally at everrise nad wee already know about the gathering)
TPI: ya.. but i dunno whether they're going or not...
BSH: wee know the place?
(didn't reply... i think she knows the place.. she's sort of get the idea where the place is...)
CLC: is Karen going? Maggie not going.
(oh ya, i totally forgot about Karen... sign)
TPI: i didn't ask her... *actually i dunno her contact no. * u ask her loh
(oh man, maggie and vck not going... well, that's not the worse yet.. at least 4 of us are going)
CLC: Oh, I ask loh
CLC: How are u going?
TPI: im going to BSH's house at 7.30pm then i follow her to Isabella's
CLC: U drive?
TPI: no lah... my aunt drive me there...
PWW: are u going?
TPI :yes. how bout u?
PWW:how are u going?
PWW:when depart, i go to yr house and pick u. when go home, can u send me home?
TPI : my aunt can send me there, but i couldn't send u home cuz it's inconvinient for me... =(
PWW:nvm lah... im going... hahaha
sms ends here

ok.. now that i know probably 4 ppl are sre going and 2 ppl are 101% not going.. ok.. still not bad

now finally at Isabella's... a relaxing what BSH said : "good for friends gathering" totally agree wif that... it's nice and cozy.. maybe they should hire a fortune teller there... haha

this is the worst part... suddenly BSH told me CLC is not coimg cuz not feeling well.. (aiee?? this afternoon she sounds ok when sms-ing, now suddenly not feeling well? or she juz wants to find an excuse of not going?? forget about it)
few mins later, incoming msg... PWW:im not going anymore... now im outside. (what?!! another not going?? now 6 ppl reduce to only 2 ppl!!! what's going on??)
i thought this would be a farewell gathering for BSH b4 she left to KL and i juz came back from KL as a friendship gathering...
heartless ppl... im kinda disappointed with that *sign*

fine... nvm.. juz 2 of us.. order some drinks there and chat along.. haha.. didn't chat this long already...thinking of the thing we did in high school made me laugh into tears only lol

when my mum know there's only 2 person attended the gathering.. she said our friendship woudn't stay long.. im kinda convinced by that.. and it sounds true too... anyway i'll juz let it be

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Back Home~~

im already back home for about 3 days already...

all the things seems the same.... nth seems to change much... except for some ppl at home @grandma fall sick seriously... couldn't walk by her own and didn't eat much like b4 when she's healthy ... only able to sit up, lie on bed and sleep again.. well she eat less *at least she eats a bit*
@those little kids also fall sick.. fever.. it's like a disease on after and another.. 1 of then got cirit-birit and another 2 got fever... *i was wondering they're having fever but how come they still look so energetic, running around at home like wild animals* well it's hard to understand what children are thinking about.
@accusation arise at home ---->> $$$ (u know what i mean) well.. i don't really like to talk about it.. it's very sad and feel ashame to know it...

ever since i got home.. i haven't met papa... *sign* dunno when can i go back to no.521 and eat dinner wif him.. u know since grandma is sick now.. it's hard for me and mama to go back .. cuz need to take care of her.. if we go back whose gonna take care of her???

and i do the usual thing lor... stay in the factory.. roll the plastic rolls..

anyway, i hope grandma gonna get well soon then she can go to KL like b4 and pay a visit of me and Mr. Tan. Grandma, don't keep saying those useless words about yrself. u gonna get well soon. *pray* Oh God, give grandma the strenght to stay strong and recover from her sickness.

Friday, November 14, 2008 waiting for me oh~~

oh ya.. time pass by kinda fast.. i've already been here (KL) for almost a year. it's actually 9 months. everything seems to be just happening yesterday if u recall back.

from the time we dunno until the time we know

from stranger to friends.

from noone to someone.

from nobody to somebody.


things are getting more and more tough awaiting for us to face them.. full of obstacles and and surprising. 

well.. after few more days i will be back in kch. friends and family over there are waiting for me. yay! (im not sure about my friends but im sure my family are  ^^) how come i make myself sounds so unconfident on my friends?? what kind of friends am i?? *sign* anyway im back!!!

i like this quote:

@Yesterday is a History

@Tomorrow is a Mysrety

@Today is a Gift ^^

@Life is like a Journey waiting for us to Discover it (i add this sentence on my own.  hehe...)

Out wif frends!!!!!! the day after the exam!!! and the day im going out wif frends...

im so happy.. it's the 1st day im coming out if frends in KL.. but only to pyramid of course...the nearest place..

1st stop-watch movie of course (as what we've planned on msn the night before.. hehehe) as we're considered as the early birds we got rm8 per ticket without using the student card.. yay! (normal price would be rm11 lah)  Madagascar 2: Escape to Africa, here we come!!! it's so hilarious movie! A good movie to release stress after all the exam. well recommended.. *thumbs up x10*  "i like to move it move it! she like to move it move it! we like to move it move it!" *singing out of tune*  hehe...


2nd stop-waffle time!!! went to "waffle world" and ate chocolate waffle wif ice-cream on top. yummmm.... *tongue ticking out and saliva keep drilling non-stop* it so full for one piece of waffle...even Dragonfly couldn't finish hers.. but still nice.. worth it


3rd stop-there's no stop here.. we juz wandering around in the shopping mall ... talkiong here nad there and took some pictures.. then met Kelly (from chem class) in the toilet.. asking her to take pic of all of us.. then there's weirdo appear.. when Kelly is taking of us (Nga Lai, Rachel, Eli and me) a guy stood behing Kelly and looking at the pic she took for us... he looks perverted is a way... i feel kinda wanna hit him when he does that... we don't even know him!!! and Kelly is unaware that the perverted guy is watching us taking pictures... Argh!!!







4th stop-everyone goes home already. and i still need to go to Jusco to buy some groceries then when i come back then i don't have to rush for all those things... ^^

well... it's kinda of an interesting day .. i guess... hmm...  

and Uncle K.H and Aunt S.C got home just few mins after i reach home..^^ it's a right timing anyway  hahaha  *praising myself* *like this also wanna praise... what an idiotic move* ==!!!

p/s.. i sure raely come to write down my blog here.. it's kinda busy last few months.. anyway i'll still try my best to drop in this that happened around me even though it's already few days or months over. Gambarimasu!!! (meaning  i will do my best!!!) 


yay!! yay!! yay!!

finally finished my exam yesterday... 

im happy now...

im relieve now...

i fell sth heavy being lifted high from me now...

finally the bio last paper is over... i've been waiting for this day 3 weeks already... waiting for 1 paper each week is so... (how should i put this???) desperate?? boring?? lazy?? anxious?? nervous??  aww... it's all mix of feeling!!!!  T_T

b4 the paper is full of emotions that dunno how to express.. dunno whether to feel nervous or happy for the last paper... 

1st, im nervous bcuz im going for the have the exam that day.. and i feel unprepared even though i've studied almost everything.  (well perhaps not everything but most of the major topics)

2nd, im happy bcuz it's finally the last paper... i've been waiting for this day so long!!! and the day has finally come towards me..c getting closer and closer @_@  (i can see the finish line in front of me, yay!!!)

good thing the bio paper wasn't that difficult it's juz ok!! i won't say it's easy. better not to be too confident in myself. most of the past year questions teacher gave us are quite tough in a way.. 

im happy not only bcuz it's the final paper.. another reason is next day im going out wif frens to pyramid and Uncle K.H and Aunt S.C are coming over too.. im super XDDD    *flying in the air*

after i got home.. of course that i threw everything aside and quickly clean up the house (unless when they came tomorrow they won't say the house is full of mess =P) after that i can continue watching my anime... muahahaha... (im sort of addicted to it... Shugo Chara here i come!!!)

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Month of Trial Test

It's super tiring to say that this month gonna gave lots of topic test to cover...

not only Topic Test.. some of us still need to sit for the trial exam to prepare us for the Final Exam... this already made most of us suffer from stress and tiredness...

juz finished my Chem last topic test today... what a relieve... can rest a while
it's not only one topic test that i've taken for this week... i've already sit for 4 test continuously... and it's tiring...

it feels like u haven't finish studying then need to sit for the exam... SCARY MAN!!!
especially when sitting for the Moral Exam... every1 is like panicking that day.. cuz it's hard to understand Moral...
don't understand the terms...
don't understand the words...
don't understand the explanation...
(that's the worst thing ever)


and many more which cannot be listed here...

this means to say from what we have learnt and memorized in secondary school are all useless already... i heard my fren's mum say "Moral Studies is a waste of time and money because u only learn it but u don't apply it in yr life." i kinda agree wif that though. hehe.

so basically the paper for Moral Studies is quite hard for us loh... need to do get maybe 10% in order to pass cuz we already have at least 40 marks from our project work. =) Essay question, which i answered in a stupid and maybe illogical and does not contain any moral values that i learnt is...WHAT IS A MORAL PERSON IN 350 WORDS?
crazy leh... how to explain that in 350 words??

some ppl are "super genius" or what" they finished the paper in 30mins then leave the exam hall already.. maybe they give up already??? looking then leaving one by one makes me even more panic.. my rate of heart beat increases as well as my pulse... in the end only left 4 of us (all are my frens) sitting in the hall until the one last sec...

after suffering stress from Moral Studies then is my Bio Topic Test.. acctually it's the last topic test for Bio also... well.. in this Bio.. the Chapter that im not confident is obviously about the human immune system... it's hard for me to understand... i dunno y?? when i do the pass year questions that teacher gave us.. im blur already... so im not confidence in this topic test... It gives me a weird feeling that im won't be able to score well like how i did b4.... *probably less then 70%, nooo... impossible.. i can do better than that!!... i guess~~*

after the Bio is my Chem topic test lor.. which is today... Chem is quite ok lah... *i think i can do well in it*

But b4 all these test (Moral, Bio n Chem) is my Eng Trial... and it's an essay question which need to answer literature questions... well... it's quite difficult in terns of analysing movie, novel and short stories... there no reference for them.. so we need to base on our knowledge... interpreting all the characters in it.. how they interacting with each other and the environment... how they affet each other... the theme are mostly base on Family and Friendship.

To summarize up everything... having exam in one row is very tiring... no only tiring but SUPER tiring. now need to sit for another Trial Exam for Chem which is next wed.. good luck for mua~~

Saturday, September 13, 2008

the LOCKED up

hurry in the morning....
forgetting to check whether my keys are in my bag...
i locked up the door and closed it...
searching for my keys to unlock another gate before i exit the house...
realizing i had actually left my keys in the house...
panicking... n dunno what to do now...
can't call Mr Tan for help... he's still in Sabah's airport... waiting for his flight...
quickly take out my phone to call...

calling Aunt Do .. even though i know that she's far from me but she's the 1st person that pops out in my mind ...
calling for help from her...
she might have ideas of getting help or other way of entering the house without using any keys...

*hearing foot step coming from outside*click clok click clok*
im using coin to open the door...
even thought the percentage of success is only 5%.. but it still worth a try..
shacking the door...
pushing the door...
and almost want to vandalized the door...
scared ppl outside might think im breaking into the house or sth...

calling for rachel...
damn it... she switch off her phone...
at 1st i thought of not going to college that day ifshe can help me to hand in my assignment
but she switch off her phone!!!
argh... and it's the due date to hand in my eng report... how am i going to do???
forget about it... try calling eli

eli.. pick up the phone!!!
argh.. she didn't answer her phone!!!
what are they up too?!?!?!
im panicking there...

im already burst to tears...

Aunt Do called back..
try use sth like creadit card to open the door...she said...
ok... sth like cradit card..

simply take out a hard card and swap the fringe of the door..
it's the 1st time using card to open the door...
i dunno how it works but the door can iopen.. lucky me..
i still can't calm down...
quckly take my keys and left the house..

phew.. what a tragic day...

when i reached coolge my eyes are still swollen red..
Nga Lai saw me.. so she asked...
i told her everything but still busrt to tears again...
must be a bad experience to me..

slowy calm down after that...

Friday, August 15, 2008

What A Relieve...

after so much stress this week.. it is time i can have a week break...

Stress??? About what?? What's been stressing u?
guess u don't know about it. It's because of some chemistry topic test and quiz plus haven got enough time to complete Eng outline and draft. Within 1 week need to complete these things... OMG!! i almost forgot! I still need to do attend class for Moral Studies until 6pm this Monday... So tiring. T_T Mr Mike (Moral teacher) still give us home work to do.. i still nedd to help Rachel look for the the address for some hotels (as sponsors to out fund raising). Aww... so much thing to do...

at first i thought i've done my draft for Eng and feel happy about it... but after listening from what teacher saying how our draft is suppose to look like and include... i feel like i need to redo and edit what i've done in my previous draft.
and suddenly a chemistry topic test is coming at the same week... it's like getting hit by a heavy stone in all of the sudden. Teacher say he'll make us suffer in our topic test this time some more... all of the sudden, I feel like there's too much things to do.. i need more time!!!

ok, after finishing all the chemistry test and quiz... now can concentrate on my Eng draft now... BUT!!! it Thursday already and i need to complete it by tomorrow (Friday). Oh no.. how am i gonna do that? Eventhough i keep telling myself i can do it... but my heart is telling me there's too much to do... Csn't think of refutation for my research..that's the worst part... it's like blocking my way of thinking.. . and need to find more relevant evidence that can really support my argument!!! Argh... need to search more articles for arguments.. so difficult.. some articles is like several years ago.. .. *searching and searching* .. aduh, simply get some ideas and try to elaborate it as much as i can lah... *typing and thinking* ..

FINALLY .. my draft is complete!!! What a relieve.. I finish it by 11pm .. pity for Rachel..she finish hers until 3am midnight!!! and the weird thing is .. seh looks hyper in the morning and she's not tired.. i can doubt her energy is gonna be low during her BM class in the afternoon. hiak..

YES!! teacher accepted my daft.. juz that need to add in some sup[porting detail and then i can start off with my into and 1st argument of my actual report. ^^

and the great news... It's holiday again.. doesn't mean i can totally relax now.. i still need to continue work on my Eng again and study for Bio topic test..

p/S: i won't have time to come over write blog that often... buzy plus my laziness is not going to work on updating my blog.. =P

Saturday, July 12, 2008


已经开学有一个星期了。。。 不知道要说是个好事,还是说烦重的功课来了。。。
光是一科英文就已经半死了。。。 我不是在吹牛还是在夸张英文。。。 这次的英文不比以前的来得容易。。。

这次有literature ( short stories & Novel : The Outsiders) ,也有写Research Paper watch film strip and answer the questions。。。
1000-1500字的Research Paper要怎么写呀??? 又不可以copy and paste from the internet...作为 reference 就没问题啦。。。要重写句子。。。不可以有一样的。。。*Aww... my Brain Hurts*
你们听我这样说可能会觉得满容易。。。告诉你们。。。你们大措特错了!!! 这是要花很多功夫和时间来完成的。。。 *啊。。。大吼!-发泄一下啦* 


Biology可能会稍微比较容易。。。为是第一堂课嘛。。。 呵呵。。。

Friday, July 4, 2008

Day In Rachel's House

staying over at Rachel's house for 2 days.. (thursday & friday) ... ya that's right... she invite me to stay over at her house... *at the same time... Mr Tan is not at home for a week again... he went on a survey in Indonesia* good thing mum and Aunt Do allowed me to stay over at her house... if not, im gonna bored to death at home... hahaha...XD

waiting at home for Rachel's mum to come and pick me at the apartment... luckily they didn't have any problem when searching for the apartment... ^^

at 1st i was quite scared when seeing her mum.. after that's it's ok for me...her father was friendly the 1st time i saw him.. ^^

2 sisters... Julia n Sara... we play together.... play all sorts of games... i realise Rachel has lots of board games in her house... eg.
@The Sequence (comes with the card games) it's nice
@Cluedo (looking for suspects who kill a person)
@Break the Safe (a spy game)
@UNO block games
there r some other games too.. but we don't manage to play all of course.. most of the games i never played b4 and she taught me how to play...XD

i bake some cookies together with Rachel too... we call it "Muffies" .. well, actually it's a cookies but it tasted like muffins and looks like a small cute muffins after it is baked... it's a cereal cornflakes flavour... all her family says it's nice... actually we did not follow the recipe exactly .... we modify a
@instead of using margarine, we use butter
@instead of using chocolate chips, we use cornflakes
i give myself 80% for my baking... haha...

at night, we talk about lots of things lor.. trying to match "Stopper" with Nga Lai... hahaha (we r so evil bad... muahaha) dunno whether they sneeze a lot at home or not when we're talking about them...hmm...and we talk about our own frens in high school... random things lah...
the most interesting part is encouraging "Stopper" to like Nga Lai through MSN...hahaha...btw, we did sth called the "BUCKET LIST"... it's a list that u list out everything u wanna do b4 u "say goodbye".. ^^ well...i only manage to list out 30 of them... Rachel, Julia n Sara can list out mor than that!!!

Monday, June 30, 2008

Finally got IT!!!!!

yes!!!!! i finally got my result for my 1 semester this morning.. im so HAPPY...
*gave a big smile for myself*
*jumping up n down in the house*
*hands holding 2 pom-poms*
*open a champaign*
after several days of worries finally feels like sth being lift up from my heart...

some flash back....
the results gonna be released today (27 June) from 5pm... im so nervous... nervous till i cry when accessing to the websites for the reults.

like i said b4 on the previous blog... i don't fell like im doing well in my english cuz i didn't follow the format in the essay.. and the questions r quite difficult... as for chemistry i didn't manage to finish all the questions... so after the exam i was kinda of "break up" ...
that day, i couldn't access to the website to got my username and password in order to check my results... i tried several times.. and it kept showing me the same thing>>> "ERROR!!!" argh.. i wanna smash the PC that time... im too worried about it...

then i called Aunt Do n mum... they talk to me... thx for them.. after talking to them.. it fell better... i know they want to comfort me by saying " if fail nvm lor.. pay extra to start all over again. since the results is out n we couldn't change the truth anymore." but i don't wanna face the truth if i really fail.. but still need to be brave..


well then with the help of some of my frens.. they gave me the no. of the service desk to get my username n password... n telling me what to do.. so monday (which is today) i called the school early in the morning.

Year Unit code Unit title Teaching period Credit points Mark Grade

and this is my result.... yay V^o^V


Thursday, June 26, 2008

Mission Complete__ Malaysian Studies

yes, sir!! mission accomplish! we have won the victory today! we should cheer for our victory!! "We r the Champion~~"

"Sir, let me report to u. It's like this. Today our troops went on a war to fight against our enemy, Malaysian Studies. The war took place at Sunway College, room 3.11. It was a holistic war. Luckily most of our troops r all well trained n some of our troops from the what so called "excellent team" fought with our enemy within 45 minutes. Our enemies had to change to fought back. Most of them were killed by us in the war n some who r lucky ran off to hide. But don't worry we already sent some of the soldiers to search for them and bring them back for u. It's fortunate to say that our soldiers r seriously injured. Some unlucky one got killed on the spot too. We would send their body back to their respective family. As for me, i think the level of the war is quite ok. Some of the army are so hard to fight against them but i've tried my greatest power and knowledge to win them. Not to worry about our soldiers sir. We r proud to be selected in the national service. Report is completed sir!! Thank you sir!!"

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Rachel's B'day

Happy Birthday Rachel... i manage to think out what to give u on yr b'day. i hope u like the card i made for u. actually i completed making it this morning. last night was thinking what to give u. then i finally thought of it. and buy u a chocolate muffin for u as a small b'day cake. except there's no candle for u to blow off. hehehe...

btw, sry for spelling yr name wrongly in the card. cuz im used to spell Rachel with a letter 'A' in it ---> Racheal still glad that u like the card ^^ cuz i did it in such a short time limit.

actually the day b4 yr b'day, i went to pyramid wif Eli and wanted to buy sth for u as b'day gift. guess what? i didn't bring enuf money. after watching the Superhero Movie with Eli, i only got rm 8 with me. so i thought of buying u a chocolate muffin for u the next day. thank god i check my wallet 1st b4 i buy anything. if not, im gonna e so embarrassed.

wishing u having a belated b'day celebration with yr family tonight. God Bless u. ^^

Malaysian Studies starts from here

sienz..... 1 month of school holiday is broken up by this Malaysian Studies... can't have longer holiday...

i wanna be lazy at home
i wanna eat at home
i wanna sleep at home
i wanna sit in front of the pc whole day at home
in the end im gonna be a PIG at home hahaha.....

Malaysian Studies start from 9.30am till 12.30am ... 3 hours of lessons... sitting in the auditorium for 3 hours... freezing cold in there... HACIUW!!!! sry, too cold inside got a small sneeze hehehe...

i never thought that this course is as pressure as i thougth
*coursework 60% - which includes presentation and report writing . need to write min of 2000-3000 words in 1 report. we're doom!! luckily it's a group work. can help to each other to reduce some work. better than the individual work. but my group still facing some problems in out assignment given. GOD HELP US!!
*exam 40% - this is more lighter compare to the coursework. cuz the questions are objectives. should be easier i think.

the assignment given to us is:
Malaysia practices a system of Parliamentary Democracy. The 3 main bodies in the country's administrative system are the executive, the legislative and the judiciary, each with its own role.
In this context, discuss the meaning of 'separation of powers'. Why is it important to have a 'separation powers' among 3 arms of government?

by looking at the topic given, i already wanna pengsan.. so hard man!!

Malaysian Studies is way boring man. teacher is talking and teaching using the LCD and students is kinda free.
some playing with psp
some listening to songs
some reading magazines
some playing with phone
it's like studying history of malaysia again. the only difference is it's in english version.

oh well, after 3 weeks of Malaysian Studies im going to have 1 more school break b4 the actual 2nd semester starts. ^^ good luck in my Malaysian Studies.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

1st time to Puchong

wow.. im going to meet Aunt Do's fren today___Aunty Kuan Lai. i found out that she's a very friendly person.. hiak... 1st time i met her. and wen to have dinner wif her too. of course Mr Tan drove us to Puchong lor. =)

I realise that Puchong got lots of food to eat. Aunt K.Lai says most of the food there r introduced by the "好吃" programme on the 8 tv b4. most of the food stalls there are well recommended by the “好吃”programme. quite popular. juz 1 small stall and u can see lots of ppl queuing up to buy the food. and the stall are tightly packed wif ppl. she bring us to eat the 扳面___also introduced by the “好吃”b4. the noodles are popular by cooking it wif soya bean.. heard of it b4? it's noodles wif soya bean!! cool isn't it? but i haven tried it yet. and some noodles comes wif soup___ very spicy.. eat until yr head blows off. even yr nose got smoke coming out. haha... Aunt K.Lai introduce quite a lot of food there but of course didn't manage to eat all of them in 1 night lah.. will leave some of them on other day and bring her along again... ^^ lots of varieties lah.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

1 week Rest

yeah.. after eng paper and chemistry paper i finally can have a break... well, the the papers r quite hard actually. i did a big mistake in my eng paper during the test... how can i be so careless.... hope the examiner will mark my essay... hope the examiner won't deduct too many marks for my mistake... T_T my greatest mistake in my essay is... i forgot to write "Dear Editor" and sign off... haz.. what was my brain thinking that time? panic kah? how careless of me...@_@ btw, about my chemistry paper.. hmm.. i sort of can't finish in time not to mention about the checking through my answers.. the structure questions are a bit more easier than the MCQs.. i don't mean to say that im confident in scoring good grades in my structure section.. i only feel that i did better in my structure than my MCQs..

pray.. pray.. pray.. >O<

now that i got 1 week break.. soaring at home... what to do at home for 1 week leh... hmm... let me think 1st
-surfing the net
-watching TV

wow.. if i did all these 3 things everyday in that week break... i think i'll be fat.. hohoho...then my friend won't be able to recognize me when i go back to kch.. =P

actually i got more than 1 week break 1... but because of the stupid malaysian studies then i, we (same intake as me) need to go back to school..having what they call as "SPECIAL" class for malaysian studies.... give me a break... y still needto study for that? i thought i finally can get rid of history.. and suddenly "pop"out sth call malaysian studies... eeez... 3 weeks of malysian Studies leh... totally spoiled my holiday.. T_T

don't think about it anymore .. juz wanna keep my brain rest starting now onward before the classes start. V^O^V

Friday, May 16, 2008


well... after yesterday's chemistry trial test... i became kinda moodless today...i feel that im gonna fail this trial test... i keep panic there until im unable to think... i forgot how to sole the questions... i dead already ... leave me alone here... let me be rotten here...

so desperate
so down
so disappointed
so frustrated
haiz... i don have any energy left to concentrate myself in class as well as talking to my friends...

im like a
dead person
a zombie
an idiot
a person without any spirit like before i use to be

Rachel seeing me like that had tried to cheer me up...yes she did try lots of calling me zombie....tickling m waist (my waist is not my sensitive part, so i doesn't work on me)... consulting me...
but at the end, she succeed, u know how she did it... ya, that's right! by playing games with me.. a game without much thinking and juz answer whatever it comes to yr mind 1st. she kept asking me questions very fast that u r not allowed to think b4 u answer the questions.. even sometimes the questions may sounds weird... it 's quite fun. and she played pair up matching game called "FLAMES". well, it's quite fun though. and they all work make me feel better. ^^ thx ya

maybe next time when any of my friends feel upset i can use this method to cheer them up too...