SEJARAH EXPLORACE....it's today!!!
everyone is tired, having fun, exciting .....
lots of station need to complete the task... some r fun, some r hard, some r funny.....
my station __ "HANDS & LEGS READY UP!!!" teamwork is the most important thing......

Holiday~~~

yeah!!! It's holiday....... (boring~~) Holiday don't really have the holiday mood.... feel bored at home only ~haiz~
just downloaded Audition... now play there almost everyday , having fun there hahaha~~~
gosh~ really dunno what to do in this holiday besides on9 & playing game.....=p

"Game" Over

Yeah....It's "Game" Over liaw....hahaha.....
Hmm.....ppl might think i'm crazy or what?? game over should be sad and disappointed but why am i so happy ?? well...it's like this, my game over is not a game, actually it's my school exam. Ppl always say "exam is over"... to be different i use game over ....hahaha I think i treat exam as a game (I'm weird)
Well, It's still a good news that school exam is over already ... but other school might still sitting for it..... and now finally i can relax my mind....
I can on9 le..yeah!!! (cheer for me)
Now, need to wait for teacher to return the test paper....and here's the scaring part....dunno my results good or not ~hiaz~ (God Bless Me)

事情又发生了...haiz...

真是历史从演…这样的事情又发生了…发生在同一个地方…同一个时候…真是“sia soi”我的脸. 也不知道那个叫倒霉吗???
就差七天而已就十七岁了他们也不肯…真麻烦…人家从很远的地方来耶!!!
浪费时间而已!! 已经是第二次了…haiz...

Think....

Think, think and think ......again and again and again.....over and over again......

Think what r u going to do next time....deep deep into yr heart, into yr mind and soul

Think of something u like to do.....u want to do....or u willing to do....

Some ppl already know what they want to do or going to do in future, since they just enter secondary school.....but I still dunno anything leh....

Some ppl even alreay register for scholarship for futher study.....why they want to do it in such hurry???

They are too fast.....I'm too slow now......slow to move , to think , to act , to learn ......

So confusing...WHY?

Wht some ppl can just do what they want to do without having any difficulties?
Why ppl need to think for their future? Can't they just let it be when time comes?
Why some ppl knows what they want to do and some ppl dunno what they want to do?
Why ppl want to do bad things eventhough they know it is bad to do so?
Why some ppl likes to chase after new things like clothes, technology ....?
Why there must be something good and something bad?? Can't they just be the same?

There's so many "why" in this world...and it's uncountable? What would it be if there's no "why" in this world?

Sharring Sharring >>>> I think u r nothing at all. Sometimes u just make yr life very difficult eventhough it seems to be very easy. Sometimes u take things too difficult.

He's going back...

Oh boy, he is on his way back to KL now. Think he's in the plane now. Doing what? Watching the beautiful dark sky? sleeping in the plane?? or maybe listening to his MP3???
This time he comes back with lots of chocolates and a gift for me. A gift that he won't ganno gift me after I'm 12 years old.....T_T

One day, we're walking in the park.
He ask me "Have u planned what u want to do after yr form 5?"
I thought for a while, but my answer is "Dunno. Haven't thought about it."
He says, next time after yr form 5, do the things that u like to do, don't because of money then u go and do it.
That time, I don't quite really understand what is he talking about.....
But I just say "ok" to accompany him.
Maybe after being nagged by someone(mom), he feels uncomfortable in his heart so he try to express how he feels inside him to me. I've been a good listener...hahaha
Well, maybe I'll understand what he's trying to tell me in future.

Now that he's in the plane, back to where he was and we cannot eat together during "chap go mei", just wish him good luck and be successful.

Thx bro. Although u didn't tell me that u care for me and talk to me impolitely, I know that u really care for me.....It's just only that u don't know how to show it out....