my blurish never ends

let's see... im still in my blurish self.. blur of my course after finish my foundation in college...

i wanted to choose food science and technology... but dunno am i choosing the right thing or not... i like the course boh... (mum always say as long as u like it and it wouldn't have any trouble in finding job. don't worry about the financial support. *sign*)
yeap, it's true..
i usually like my mum's advice...
i like the way she advices me...
she open up my mind...
open my way...

i've make up my mind...
i'll take double degree...
the only thing i can do is struggle harder lor...
if i take double degree then more choices to make in my future pathway...

but at the same time...there's still some problems...
i kept thinking of the course fees...
i know double degree is not cheap and it's at Monash somemore...
Monash course fees are quite expensive ...
i know that.. so im worried my family couldn't afford it...
but then my mum say not to worry about the financial, the money, juz concentrate on my studies..
cuz my parents already planned almost everything for me & my bro's future financial...
but at the same time im afraid i can't cope up with 2 course...
this is so sienz..

aww... my brain hurts... im blur =P