*Happy Valentino*

wishing everyone a wonderful Valentine's Day today
everywhere is full of hearts and love and sweet chocolates and teddy bears...
it's like love is in the air everywhere... hehe...

my college is like really freak out with the up coming Valentine's Day...
looking forward for the up coming Day...

Sweet Day for the couples
Joyous Day for the family
Single (or what i call as sth normal) Day of course for those who are single

almost everywhere in the college can see students setting up their booth selling Valentine's thingy or organizing some special Valentine's activities... like for example...

the most obvious one is selling Valentine's thingy like
teddy bears

chocolates

roses

things that comes with heart shape (lol)

(btw the roses is rm8 each, which is way so expensive!! and the price could be trice the normal one selling during non Valentine's Day)
some also setting up booth for ppl to write love notes and then stick it on the notice board provided for Valentine's
(isn't that sweet?? NOT!! ppl would know who is who!! unless u wrote it generally.. hahaha...)
also there's a Speed Dating activities going on in college.
i guess that's where u get to know other ppl and date with them at the same time.
given time to introduce yrself to other ppl then switch partner again.
(i don't get it cuz i was having lunch time =P)
what else??? let's c....
oh ya and the chocolate eating competition
now, that sounds more interesting
imagine those ppl who join it stuffing everything i mean chocolates into their mouth.. haha
that's real funny

who say's Valentine's is only a celebration for couples?? well, i guess no one says it. i seen an article on newspapers 2 years ago i guess... it says "没有情人的情人节也可以很幸福” which means>> Even though u don't have lovers u could still move forward on Valentine's Day.
u could still celebrate it with yr friends who are single.
the singles are still going to be united anyway. the singles rules!!! lol.

-----incoming sms from some friends-----

They love u but they are not your lover.
They care for u but they are not from your family.
They are ready to share yourpain but they are not in your bloof relation.
They are FRIENDS!!
True friendscolds like DAD.
Cares like MOM.
Teases like SISTER.
Irritates like BROTHER.
and loves u more than your LOVER!

My Wildlife Adventure

i had a great Wildlife Adventure on the 3rd day of Chinese New Year...
it's fun...
it's great...
it's marvelous...

even though i didn't went visiting together wif my frens in kch during the past few days on CNY, i had as great day spending time wif my family at other place.
yeap... maybe u need to agree wif what i said when u get there and experience the fun there.

we went to Sarawak Forestry at Semenggoh i think...
went there look for orang utan... and get in touch to the nature...
i actually saw the orang utan!
they are huge!
red haired and hungry too. =P
i think i saw a total of 5-6 orang utans which is a good apportunity and lucky for us too cuz according to the experts there... sumtimes we don't get to see the orang utans...
maybe bcuz the orang utans are scared of humans...
besides, they don't always open to let the visitors to see the orang utans too... cuz they afraid the orang utans think their rehab has been disturbs by us human... which is true too...
WE NEED TO PROTECT THESE ORANG UTANS FROM BEING HARM BY US HUMANS AND CONSERVE THE REHAB CENTER!!!

after then is kayak time.. yeah!!!
that's right we went for kayak... which is a good and unforgettable experience for me.
it's the 1st time for me to kayak.
due to the beginning of the year and these few days it keeps raining in kch...
the water level is quite high... higher than b4... so it's quite deep (even u put the pedal vertically also cannot reach the bottom)
thx god my kayak didn't turn over... or i should say none of our kayak turn over... which is good... maybe we can be expert already =P
the water current is very fast...
it's amazing when u sit in the kayak and the water current pushes u all the way...
with all those bumping rocks and fallen tress almost everywhere and the kayak goes "bomp bomp" haha
and the water is very cooling too... and freezing cold..
we also saw some limestones that resembles a lady and a rhino respectively... cool ya!!
then it rains... haha... add more atmosphere to my wildlife adventure.
imagine that, kayaking under the rain...
and having lunch under the rain without any shelter or anything...(that time the rain isn't that heavy already ^^)
haha.. this would be an unforgettable experience for me
and the rain got more and more heavy...
thx god it didn't affect our route back to our destination...and everyone is safe and sound...

row row row yr kayak gently down the stream...


our kayaks


my kayak got caught by those bamboos... ==!!

don't look at the camera!! row yr kayak.. keep pedaling!!!

c, told u it's raining... c the water current...

this is our temporary shelter for lunch while it's still raining... pity us...

1 day if we're going back to kayak again... count me in!!!!

Lesbian vs. Gay

Lesbian
*2 girls liking each other
*one is more feminine and another one is more "Manly" (i'll consider it as tom boy-ish)
*can be aggressive towards other
like to get close to the one they are "interested" even though u keep avoiding her.
she'll probably talk as if she's a man.
eg. when she saw yr picture, she'll say "u have a nice body." sth like that. perhaps it's kinda hard to imagine when u read from here. seriously, it'll give u goosebumps!!!
*she admire u as if u're part of her life.
*maybe even when u talking to other girls and acted like good frens, she also can be jealous of that.
*more interested in girls than guys. mostly they treated guys as their buddies.
(the above are base from what my fren told me)
the way lesbian acts can be different from a normal girl.

Gay
*obviously, they can be very sissy
*more particular of their look than the girls
*acted like their a "princess in a flower" (eww... this making me sick)
*when they actually saw guys, especially those who are more muscular. their true self is revealed.
(the above are what i think about them plus some of my frens thoughts)

for girls maybe they'll prefer to have a fren of a gay than to be with a lesbian...
obviously it's true.
i mean which girl would want to stick around with a lesbian... unless she's on of them too. *yucks* maybe the guy won't having problem hanging around with a lesbian cuz they won't worry that the lesbian gonna attack them one day. lol
besides, gay is like half of their brain is a guy and half of their brain is girl. so they understand both guys and girls. and girls can talk to them easily and the gay understand them.

for a guy... im not sure whether they're ok with a gay or not...
but im definitely sure most of them won't be.... hmm.. how should i put this?? i think won;t mind to have a lesbian as a fren.

well, i never tell any of my frens that i knew someone who changed his sex to a women.
btw, he's consider as one of my relatives too... not a close relatives... it's like my father's brother's wife's sibling. quite far ya...
"she" a very successful "women" and very high educated too...
somehow.. i kinda admire "her".
i even eaten and drank some recipe "she" created for enhancing human health. One of the things that i drank is Chlorophyll, which is nice. it's not that i need to work out any photosynthesis or sth...
"she"'s a professor and a doctor too... c i told u "she"'s very high educated already.
somehow, i kinda admire "her".
admire "her" bravery of changing "her" sex".
admire "her" of having high education.
admire "her" bravery of not to bother what other ppl might think about "her" as not normal.

i'll address "her" as Dr. Chung J.S.
bcuz u don't have a choice ever since u came to this world...
then this is yr path towards yr future...
to be able to face the reality with determination and bravery...
to face the hardship with a strong and clam thoughts...
even though u're abnormal in the beginning but now yr success have proved to everybody...
that yr choice is right way to lead u towards happiness...
you deserve to be a "women" ... hurray for u ^^

新年到。。。 新年好。。。

给自己一个 “Yay!”
过几天就是新年了。。。 好开心哦！！！
从开学那一天起就好期待新年的来临。。。
日子一天一天的过，心情就越来越开心了。
好久就没有这种期待过年来临的心情了。^w^
可能是因为身在别的地方，所以特别的想回家。

反正心情就是好开心好开心。。。
现在连我College德Cafeteria都放着过年歌。。。
不错不错。。。 自少还有过年的feel。。。 呵呵呵。。。
想吃过年的零食
想叔叔来爸爸家拜年
想看见外婆
想看新年新pattern的angpao袋
还有
想过年的气候。。。

每年过年一睡觉醒来的气候 就是特别的清爽。。。^w^
yay!! 快回家过年吧！！！

My Boredoms

it's so bored at home...
the Goat (a.k.a. Croc) didn't on9 since last night...
what's up with her??
watching “娘家” and didn't on9??
hello~~ im here waiting to talk to someone at home...
must be me, acting home sick again... damn it!!
this morning also didn't see her on9.
im so sienz here... sign...

the school juz started for a week and yet it im still bored...
at 1st i was thinking is it taking 2 units of Maths together is the wrong choice??
is it very tough for us to take both together??
argh... juz forget about it...
i already make the choice and there's no other option for me to change it anymore as it's my last semester of foundation already...
MUST KEEP IT UP!!!
but the teacher say if i've the Add Maths background of what i did in Form 5 then it wouldn't be that hard for me yet as compared to those who never done Add Maths b4 like Eli and Rachel...
aww... im still kinda worried about it in a way...
asking Nga Lai to give me her Maths exercise that she did b4...
hoping that might help me up a bit...
still thanking God that both my Math teacher are not so bad after all.
if im in Ms.Geeta's class... i'll probably be the 1st to "die" in her class
heard of some complians about Ms. Geeta doesn't really teach well and care about her students...
well, i dunno about that... but still lucky for myself...

as for my Bio B...
the teacher is still the same as my last sem's teacher... Ms. Khavitah
this time we've got another research to do... and it's Bio nor and not Eng...
so i think it will be a slight defference on the paper...

somehow im thinking of going back home for new year soon...
hoping that time could pass fast enough for that day to come...
watching and listening for the Chinese New Year's MV actually make me even more home sick...
the New Year's lyrics and the scence of family and friends gathering together makes me feel even more wanting to go home.. argh!!!



sometimes also hoping that some other ppl at home would come over to KL...
at least i have some1 to talk to or even accompany me...
even i didn't talk to them much if they really coming...
but at least when they are here i feel like im actually at home... and there's still some1 at home that i could actually see and able to talk to
even though Mr Tan is here with me... we still didn't talk much... it seems to be pointless...
i really hope that Grandma and the Goat would come over but not prefer kids...
those kids at home only gives me a headache O_o
or maybe if Grandma had fully recover and able to walk a distance by herself...
then she could come over and stay with me for maybe a month..
that would be great!!!
but still it's hard to say...

and when sometimes seeing friends on9 on msn...
clicking on them but doesn't know what to talk about...
or sometimes say only few sentence then we stop somewhere..
this only makes both side feels awkward and the atmosphere turn down to be lower than zero degree celcius...
wanting to talk to them to kill my time but we doesn't seem to have any conversation...
how could life be so difficult??

End of 2008; Welcome 2009

It's the last day of 2008 now, an hour to go b4 the new year (2009).
Well, they usually says a new year is a new start, and everything happens to start over a new life.
Sometimes, u need to agree of that; Sometimes, u feel like not agree with that.

I've been listening for radios these few weeks. The DJs kept reminding us about the year 2009.
As new year is coming,
-Have u done everything that u need do in 2008?
-Have u completed everything in 2008?
-If u haven completed it, don't push it till the next day. Cuz once things have been accumulate, u'll gonna have more work to do in 2009.
-Have u tell sth that u want to tell to yr family members, friends or partners? well, tell them fast b4 it's to late to wait till 2009.
-Have u solve things that need to be solve in 2008? Find a way to solve it ASAP, or seek for someone's advice for more help. This would reduce more problems and in yr life. Don't push it years after years until u got white hairs. =P

All these months in 2008, i've been thinking quite a lot of things and made quite a number of decisions in life.

b4 my results is release, ive been thinking of wha tcourse should i take in Uni.
and the course that i've took is better a good help for me in my future, and the most important is that i like it. ^w^
from nursing to somwehre more to science side.
ok, these are the course that have been pop in my brain b4,
~teacher
~interior design
~architecture
~nursing
~biotechnology
~food science and technology
~nutritionist
in the end, i made my choice to take food science and technology. but there's a possibility that im going to change it again somehow. hmm...

My decisions have been changed over a pass few days b4 especially in the beginning of the year 2008 after i got my SPM results.
A decision that has been made to further my studies after my SPM. From studying overseas to studying in the country.

This problem has been bothering me for quite a weeks.
With all the financial support, shelter, school, distance from hometown, Visa, language, level of academic from other places, discriminations and so on.
I've been thinking all this. This had made me quite a moody person for quite a few days.
I've been desperate and exhausted by these things.
I feel so lost suddenly. Lost somewhere in Space with no directions.

In the End, in quite a short time with a short thinking, i chose to stay in this country.
Study in Sunway University College, which i am now. b4 that, i ever made a decision to study in CND, and i've send over my school fees.
It's quite a large amount of money.
According to the terms & conditions of school fees, i thought i couldn't get back my money any more.
Thank God, they approve my letter of apology of unable to make my study there.
And the money has been returned safe and sound. ^w^
That's quite a harsh decision for me, and i've changed it in such a short mean time.

Sometimes, i juz feel like i don't have the faith to visit CND.
It's been my 3rd time that i almost going to visit that country.
But everytime it juz falls to a disappointment.
Sooner, i juz feel like giving it up.
Even though i kept comforting myself that one day i'll be going there.

then i go to Sun-U.
and i chose to take MUFY (a.k.a. Monash University Foundation Year), which is the most expensive course there. i didn't know that until i took the programme after a few days later. ==!!!
It's the mostly possibility to get approve by the Monash Uni, and Monash has the course that i might want to take. btw, Sun-U and Monash are the closest college and uni from where im going to stay.

and i met Rachel, Nga Lai and Eli in Sun-U.
These 3 are my close friends in Sun-U.
Coincidentally, we took the same number of semester, afraid that it would be too hectic for us to take 2 semester as we're the accelerate intake.
Now, i could c some of those who took 2 sem are quite busy and sometimes some of them don't even have free time for their lunch.
The Good thing is they graduate earlier than us.

then everything goes on day by day.
with assignments to do,
presentation to work out,
research to carry out,
charity to raise,
extra boring subjects to take,
result to receive.


juz like this and i've spend about 8 months in KL, never go back to my hometown for 8 months.
At home, i juz
clean the house,
wash dishes,
cook for lunch and dinner,
online surfing the net,
waiting for some relative come over to pay a little visit.

then went back to hometown in the November.
met wif some frens and helping around in the factory.
at the same time also will thought of my degree.
mama asking me to try looking for scholarships.
well, ok~ i'll try.
but won't it be too late for me to apply for scholarships as my SPM results has been released for so long already. plus some of their requirements is so HIGH!! ==!!!
and also she suggest that maybe i could try to take double degree.
hmm...
and i was thinking about that too.
would it be too pressure or what?
but at the same time, it might be useful too.
i don't mind taking double degree if i have to.
the problem is juz the finance, and afraid that i coudn't catch up everything.
well, as u know double degree is like double the work and double the fees. Everything goes double.
taking double degree is not that bad too, as the other one can be used as a backup.
still thinking about it.

and today, it's the last day of 2008, have i done whatever that i should have done in this year b4 it goes to 2009??
i've tried to make my life as happy as i could already.
and i think i've done my best to make a colourful page for this year (2008).

wait, b4 i end up everything. there's an incoming msg from Wee. typing:
最后一天了，
今年，
如果你有遗憾，请把它忘掉；
如果你有悲伤，请把它赶走；
如果你有快乐，请把它收仓；
如果计划未了，请从新策划；
明天，从新开始．

1st time Working

i don't consider that as really working...

it's juz a temporary work...

mr tan introduce us 1...and no idea what is it about...

2nd day back to KL then suddenly ask us want to work or not...

what a rush...helping him out in Monash?? 

what kind of work could it be???

i never work b4 ok...

nvm, since i've got nth to do then go for a temporary work lor...

rm5 per hour... *my eyes shines with $$$*

the work is actually about photocopying students' documents, stapleing thing, arranging  documents, writting address for documents to be sent out...

with all this work work... we actually earn rn25... woohoo...

but that rm25 i already spent it on 1 piece of blouse... i like it  ^w^