My Boredoms

it's so bored at home...
the Goat (a.k.a. Croc) didn't on9 since last night...
what's up with her??
watching “娘家” and didn't on9??
hello~~ im here waiting to talk to someone at home...
must be me, acting home sick again... damn it!!
this morning also didn't see her on9.
im so sienz here... sign...

the school juz started for a week and yet it im still bored...
at 1st i was thinking is it taking 2 units of Maths together is the wrong choice??
is it very tough for us to take both together??
argh... juz forget about it...
i already make the choice and there's no other option for me to change it anymore as it's my last semester of foundation already...
MUST KEEP IT UP!!!
but the teacher say if i've the Add Maths background of what i did in Form 5 then it wouldn't be that hard for me yet as compared to those who never done Add Maths b4 like Eli and Rachel...
aww... im still kinda worried about it in a way...
asking Nga Lai to give me her Maths exercise that she did b4...
hoping that might help me up a bit...
still thanking God that both my Math teacher are not so bad after all.
if im in Ms.Geeta's class... i'll probably be the 1st to "die" in her class
heard of some complians about Ms. Geeta doesn't really teach well and care about her students...
well, i dunno about that... but still lucky for myself...

as for my Bio B...
the teacher is still the same as my last sem's teacher... Ms. Khavitah
this time we've got another research to do... and it's Bio nor and not Eng...
so i think it will be a slight defference on the paper...

somehow im thinking of going back home for new year soon...
hoping that time could pass fast enough for that day to come...
watching and listening for the Chinese New Year's MV actually make me even more home sick...
the New Year's lyrics and the scence of family and friends gathering together makes me feel even more wanting to go home.. argh!!!



sometimes also hoping that some other ppl at home would come over to KL...
at least i have some1 to talk to or even accompany me...
even i didn't talk to them much if they really coming...
but at least when they are here i feel like im actually at home... and there's still some1 at home that i could actually see and able to talk to
even though Mr Tan is here with me... we still didn't talk much... it seems to be pointless...
i really hope that Grandma and the Goat would come over but not prefer kids...
those kids at home only gives me a headache O_o
or maybe if Grandma had fully recover and able to walk a distance by herself...
then she could come over and stay with me for maybe a month..
that would be great!!!
but still it's hard to say...

and when sometimes seeing friends on9 on msn...
clicking on them but doesn't know what to talk about...
or sometimes say only few sentence then we stop somewhere..
this only makes both side feels awkward and the atmosphere turn down to be lower than zero degree celcius...
wanting to talk to them to kill my time but we doesn't seem to have any conversation...
how could life be so difficult??