yay!!!

yay!! yay!! yay!!

finally finished my exam yesterday... 

im happy now...

im relieve now...

i fell sth heavy being lifted high from me now...

finally the bio last paper is over... i've been waiting for this day 3 weeks already... waiting for 1 paper each week is so... (how should i put this???) desperate?? boring?? lazy?? anxious?? nervous??  aww... it's all mix of feeling!!!!  T_T

b4 the paper is full of emotions that dunno how to express.. dunno whether to feel nervous or happy for the last paper... 

1st, im nervous bcuz im going for the have the exam that day.. and i feel unprepared even though i've studied almost everything.  (well perhaps not everything but most of the major topics)

2nd, im happy bcuz it's finally the last paper... i've been waiting for this day so long!!! and the day has finally come towards me..c getting closer and closer @_@  (i can see the finish line in front of me, yay!!!)

good thing the bio paper wasn't that difficult it's juz ok!! i won't say it's easy. better not to be too confident in myself. most of the past year questions teacher gave us are quite tough in a way.. 

im happy not only bcuz it's the final paper.. another reason is next day im going out wif frens to pyramid and Uncle K.H and Aunt S.C are coming over too.. im super XDDD    *flying in the air*

after i got home.. of course that i threw everything aside and quickly clean up the house (unless when they came tomorrow they won't say the house is full of mess =P) after that i can continue watching my anime... muahahaha... (im sort of addicted to it... Shugo Chara here i come!!!)

Month of Trial Test

It's super tiring to say that this month gonna gave lots of topic test to cover...

not only Topic Test.. some of us still need to sit for the trial exam to prepare us for the Final Exam... this already made most of us suffer from stress and tiredness...

juz finished my Chem last topic test today... what a relieve... can rest a while
it's not only one topic test that i've taken for this week... i've already sit for 4 test continuously... and it's tiring...

it feels like u haven't finish studying then need to sit for the exam... SCARY MAN!!!
especially when sitting for the Moral Exam... every1 is like panicking that day.. cuz it's hard to understand Moral...
don't understand the terms...
don't understand the words...
don't understand the explanation...
(that's the worst thing ever)

WHAt's DEONTOLGY THEORY
WHAT's TELEOLOGY THEORY
WHAT's NORMATIVE VALUE
WHAT's RELATIVE VALUE
and many more which cannot be listed here...

this means to say from what we have learnt and memorized in secondary school are all useless already... i heard my fren's mum say "Moral Studies is a waste of time and money because u only learn it but u don't apply it in yr life." i kinda agree wif that though. hehe.

so basically the paper for Moral Studies is quite hard for us loh... need to do get maybe 10% in order to pass cuz we already have at least 40 marks from our project work. =) Essay question, which i answered in a stupid and maybe illogical and does not contain any moral values that i learnt is...WHAT IS A MORAL PERSON IN 350 WORDS?
crazy leh... how to explain that in 350 words??

some ppl are "super genius" or what" they finished the paper in 30mins then leave the exam hall already.. maybe they give up already??? looking then leaving one by one makes me even more panic.. my rate of heart beat increases as well as my pulse... in the end only left 4 of us (all are my frens) sitting in the hall until the one last sec...

after suffering stress from Moral Studies then is my Bio Topic Test.. acctually it's the last topic test for Bio also... well.. in this Bio.. the Chapter that im not confident is obviously about the human immune system... it's hard for me to understand... i dunno y?? when i do the pass year questions that teacher gave us.. im blur already... so im not confidence in this topic test... It gives me a weird feeling that im won't be able to score well like how i did b4.... *probably less then 70%, nooo... impossible.. i can do better than that!!... i guess~~*

after the Bio is my Chem topic test lor.. which is today... Chem is quite ok lah... *i think i can do well in it*

But b4 all these test (Moral, Bio n Chem) is my Eng Trial... and it's an essay question which need to answer literature questions... well... it's quite difficult in terns of analysing movie, novel and short stories... there no reference for them.. so we need to base on our knowledge... interpreting all the characters in it.. how they interacting with each other and the environment... how they affet each other... the theme are mostly base on Family and Friendship.

To summarize up everything... having exam in one row is very tiring... no only tiring but SUPER tiring. now need to sit for another Trial Exam for Chem which is next wed.. good luck for mua~~

the LOCKED up

hurry in the morning....
forgetting to check whether my keys are in my bag...
i locked up the door and closed it...
searching for my keys to unlock another gate before i exit the house...
realizing i had actually left my keys in the house...
panicking... n dunno what to do now...
can't call Mr Tan for help... he's still in Sabah's airport... waiting for his flight...
quickly take out my phone to call...

*ringing*ringing*
calling Aunt Do .. even though i know that she's far from me but she's the 1st person that pops out in my mind ...
calling for help from her...
she might have ideas of getting help or other way of entering the house without using any keys...

*hearing foot step coming from outside*click clok click clok*
im using coin to open the door...
even thought the percentage of success is only 5%.. but it still worth a try..
shacking the door...
pushing the door...
and almost want to vandalized the door...
scared ppl outside might think im breaking into the house or sth...

*ring*ring*
calling for rachel...
damn it... she switch off her phone...
at 1st i thought of not going to college that day ifshe can help me to hand in my assignment
but she switch off her phone!!!
argh... and it's the due date to hand in my eng report... how am i going to do???
forget about it... try calling eli

*ringing*ringing*
eli.. pick up the phone now..fast!!!
argh.. she didn't answer her phone!!!
what are they up too?!?!?!
im panicking there...

im already burst to tears...

*ring*ring*
Aunt Do called back..
try use sth like creadit card to open the door...she said...
ok... sth like cradit card..

*searching*searching*
simply take out a hard card and swap the fringe of the door..
it's the 1st time using card to open the door...
i dunno how it works but the door can iopen.. lucky me..
i still can't calm down...
quckly take my keys and left the house..

phew.. what a tragic day...

when i reached coolge my eyes are still swollen red..
Nga Lai saw me.. so she asked...
i told her everything but still busrt to tears again...
must be a bad experience to me..

slowy calm down after that...

What A Relieve...

after so much stress this week.. it is time i can have a week break...

Stress??? About what?? What's been stressing u?
guess u don't know about it. It's because of some chemistry topic test and quiz plus haven got enough time to complete Eng outline and draft. Within 1 week need to complete these things... OMG!! i almost forgot! I still need to do attend class for Moral Studies until 6pm this Monday... So tiring. T_T Mr Mike (Moral teacher) still give us home work to do.. i still nedd to help Rachel look for the the address for some hotels (as sponsors to out fund raising). Aww... so much thing to do...

at first i thought i've done my draft for Eng and feel happy about it... but after listening from what teacher saying how our draft is suppose to look like and include... i feel like i need to redo and edit what i've done in my previous draft.
and suddenly a chemistry topic test is coming at the same week... it's like getting hit by a heavy stone in all of the sudden. Teacher say he'll make us suffer in our topic test this time some more... all of the sudden, I feel like there's too much things to do.. i need more time!!!

ok, after finishing all the chemistry test and quiz... now can concentrate on my Eng draft now... BUT!!! it Thursday already and i need to complete it by tomorrow (Friday). Oh no.. how am i gonna do that? Eventhough i keep telling myself i can do it... but my heart is telling me there's too much to do... Csn't think of refutation for my research..that's the worst part... it's like blocking my way of thinking.. . and need to find more relevant evidence that can really support my argument!!! Argh... need to search more articles for arguments.. so difficult.. some articles is like several years ago.. .. *searching and searching* .. aduh, simply get some ideas and try to elaborate it as much as i can lah... *typing and thinking* ..

FINALLY .. my draft is complete!!! What a relieve.. I finish it by 11pm .. pity for Rachel..she finish hers until 3am midnight!!! and the weird thing is .. seh looks hyper in the morning and she's not tired.. i can doubt her energy is gonna be low during her BM class in the afternoon. hiak..

YES!! teacher accepted my daft.. juz that need to add in some sup[porting detail and then i can start off with my into and 1st argument of my actual report. ^^

and the great news... It's holiday again.. doesn't mean i can totally relax now.. i still need to continue work on my Eng again and study for Bio topic test..


p/S: i won't have time to come over write blog that often... buzy plus my laziness is not going to work on updating my blog.. =P

开学一星期

已经开学有一个星期了。。。 不知道要说是个好事，还是说烦重的功课来了。。。
这个学期将会是个繁忙充满压力的一个学期。
光是一科英文就已经半死了。。。 我不是在吹牛还是在夸张英文。。。 这次的英文不比以前的来得容易。。。

这次有literature ( short stories & Novel : The Outsiders) ,也有写Research Paper watch film strip and answer the questions。。。
1000-1500字的Research Paper要怎么写呀？？？ 又不可以copy and paste from the internet...作为 reference 就没问题啦。。。要重写句子。。。不可以有一样的。。。*Aww... my Brain Hurts*
你们听我这样说可能会觉得满容易。。。告诉你们。。。你们大措特错了！！！　这是要花很多功夫和时间来完成的。。。　*啊。。。大吼！－发泄一下啦*　

Chemistry也是比较难了咯。。。要加倍努力。。。加油！加油！

Biology可能会稍微比较容易。。。为是第一堂课嘛。。。　呵呵。。。

Day In Rachel's House

staying over at Rachel's house for 2 days.. (thursday & friday) ... ya that's right... she invite me to stay over at her house... *at the same time... Mr Tan is not at home for a week again... he went on a survey in Indonesia* good thing mum and Aunt Do allowed me to stay over at her house... if not, im gonna bored to death at home... hahaha...XD

waiting at home for Rachel's mum to come and pick me at the apartment... luckily they didn't have any problem when searching for the apartment... ^^

at 1st i was quite scared when seeing her mum.. after that's it's ok for me...her father was friendly the 1st time i saw him.. ^^

2 sisters... Julia n Sara... we play together.... play all sorts of games... i realise Rachel has lots of board games in her house... eg.
@The Sequence (comes with the card games) it's nice
@Congkak
@Cluedo (looking for suspects who kill a person)
@Break the Safe (a spy game)
@UNO block games
there r some other games too.. but we don't manage to play all of course.. most of the games i never played b4 and she taught me how to play...XD

i bake some cookies together with Rachel too... we call it "Muffies" .. well, actually it's a cookies but it tasted like muffins and looks like a small cute muffins after it is baked... it's a cereal cornflakes flavour... all her family says it's nice... actually we did not follow the recipe exactly .... we modify a bit...eg.
@instead of using margarine, we use butter
@instead of using chocolate chips, we use cornflakes
i give myself 80% for my baking... haha...

at night, we talk about lots of things lor.. trying to match "Stopper" with Nga Lai... hahaha (we r so evil bad... muahaha) dunno whether they sneeze a lot at home or not when we're talking about them...hmm...and we talk about our own frens in high school... random things lah...
the most interesting part is encouraging "Stopper" to like Nga Lai through MSN...hahaha...btw, we did sth called the "BUCKET LIST"... it's a list that u list out everything u wanna do b4 u "say goodbye".. ^^ well...i only manage to list out 30 of them... Rachel, Julia n Sara can list out mor than that!!!

Finally got IT!!!!!

yes!!!!! i finally got my result for my 1 semester this morning.. im so HAPPY...
*gave a big smile for myself*
*jumping up n down in the house*
*hands holding 2 pom-poms*
*open a champaign*
after several days of worries finally feels like sth being lift up from my heart...
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some flash back....
the results gonna be released today (27 June) from 5pm... im so nervous... nervous till i cry when accessing to the websites for the reults.

like i said b4 on the previous blog... i don't fell like im doing well in my english cuz i didn't follow the format in the essay.. and the questions r quite difficult... as for chemistry i didn't manage to finish all the questions... so after the exam i was kinda of "break up" ...
that day, i couldn't access to the website to got my username and password in order to check my results... i tried several times.. and it kept showing me the same thing>>> "ERROR!!!" argh.. i wanna smash the PC that time... im too worried about it...

then i called Aunt Do n mum... they talk to me... thx for them.. after talking to them.. it fell better... i know they want to comfort me by saying " if fail nvm lor.. pay extra to start all over again. since the results is out n we couldn't change the truth anymore." but i don't wanna face the truth if i really fail.. but still need to be brave..

i tell myself, "BE BRAVE TO FACE THE TRUTH .. MUST DO BETTER NEXT TIME"

well then with the help of some of my frens.. they gave me the no. of the service desk to get my username n password... n telling me what to do.. so monday (which is today) i called the school early in the morning.
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Course: MONASH UNIVERSITY FOUNDATION YEAR (3650)
Year	Unit code	Unit title	Teaching period	Credit points	Mark	Grade
2008	MUF0011	ENGLISH PART A	MFACC1	0	70	D
2008	MUF0041	CHEMISTRY PART A	MFACC1	0	80	HD

and this is my result.... yay V^o^V

Reminder for myself : KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK...DON'T GIVE UP EASILY AS THINGS ARE NOT AS BAD AS WE ALWAYS THOUGHT BEFORE