~sry to u~

i'm so so so sry...
feel sry for a fren...
u have broke into tears...
again n again....
becuz yr friend had left u away...
away n away...
further n further...
1 by 1...
1 in miri n 1 in KL...
1 happened when u're 15 n 1 happened when u're 17...

u cried twice for friends who left u...
u're now continuing yr studies in kch...

sry to tell u at the last moment...
I can hear u r crying through the phone...
yr heart is as fragile as the glass...
broke into pieces...
I'll try to use super glue to glue the pieces back 4 u...
although it still got scar on it...
I'll try my very best to make u feel better...

promise me that u will be brave...
don't let these unhappy things hit u down to the floor...
stand up n face them...
be happy n live for a better tomorrow...
believe that yr live would be brighter n clearer...

but still...
i feel so guilty...
sry that u had cried for me...
lucky to have u as a friend...

Burning "Late" Oil

haha...guess what?? not only does students burn midnight oil to finish their assignment or to study... "big" ppl also burn midnight oil to accomplish their work.

u can still hear the engine buzy doing their work in the midnight.. ya,there's ppl still working in the factory till midnight... so rajin. haha... election just around the corner... they're busy printing those politics ppl's faces on the plastics. everytime when the elections comes, the factory sure is busy 1. haiz... "iek-iok, iek-iok" engine non-stop cutting pieces of plastics... sometimes the printed faces no very nice so need to re-print all over again... wasting plastics, wasting ink colour, wasting time & wasting energy... need to hand over the order tomorrow...need to keep up oh! jia you!! okok... stop typing here liao and go give them a hand!!!

Memories___回忆

每个人都必须经历许多酸,甜,苦,辣.
酸-酸在口里
甜-甜在心里(因为开心时,多数是觉得心里很轻松,甜甜的 ^_^)
苦-苦在肚里(因为有时不愉快的事情只能往肚子里吞,别人无法能体会到那个苦,是怎么的"苦法")
辣-辣在舌头上
多数人都是经历"甜"和"苦"吧!!

小时候,都没什么烦恼...很轻松...很自在...似乎所有的事,有人为你安排好了.小时候,脑袋里装满了想象力...心里充满了好奇心...

innocent faces...hiak

上了小学,每天在班里
-嘻嘻哈哈
-玩玩乐乐
-打打吵吵
-欺负来欺负去
-惹一惹老师生气也爽...哈哈...
个个看起来傻傻的...有点像"阿呆,阿呆"的...很好笑...哈哈...
好像从不把"考试"这个字看的很严重...不把它当一回事似的...考考就算了...UPSR时也好像没什么碰到书本. 到最后还不是这样过了.

中学呢...呵呵...影响当然是比较深了...从中一到中三...日子也好像跟小学没什么两样嘛...只是功课较多了些...也多了几个科目...朋友也多了些...和几个小学朋友不同班了...自己开始被取的外号了____"雪人蛋" & "SharRIng" <<其中两个外号 "SharRIng" 是SeaWeed 帮我取的 (中英名字和在一起) 听惯了... 其实 "SharRIng" 也瞒好听一下的... 谢了SeaWeed... ^^ 我还记得Form 1时,第一个欺负我的人呢!! 就是那个讨人厌的Daniel__Qoo(不过,上了Form 4, 会比较乖了. 呵呵...)以前坐在他旁边就每天被他作弄.气死了!! 不是用pen画人家的手,就是玩口水,恶心死了...脸皮好像很厚似的...被"鲨鱼"__Qcc和我骂了还讲不听.不知道那时是不是脑袋坏了还是什么?? 如果没错的话,好像Form4 还是Form5 才开始烦恼将来毕业后的事情吧!! =P
1)1st week enter Form 4, dunno wheather to join science stream or art stream (haiz... but the end, the school help u to make yr decision)
2)dunno which career to choose in the future (cuz..u know lah...everytime when we reach this stage those teachers n parents always like to ask the same question "what would u like to be when u grow up?" oh man, give me a break !! everytime they ask this question, sure gonna crack my brain...)
3)dunno which course to choose after graduate (it's scary to say that if u made the wrong decision, u'll regret for life!! but now i'm recently interested in food science...kinda realted to nutririon though)
4)it's true that we___friends can't always be there for each other rite? we have our own dream to catch... we all go on different separate road.
About 70% we'll not gonna meet each other anymore
About 20% we'll still meet each other unless any1 of us suggessted to hangout together some day About 10% it's up to God to decide wheather we'll still meet each other in future or not.It's faith.
Perhaps we'll feel shy and speechless when we met some day. Are we gonna feel uncomfortable?Are we gonna be strangers?

There's too much "dunno" that would happen in the next day.
Maybe sth shock happen tomorrow?
Maybe we met our schoolmate on the same street?
Maybe ....

Like what wee says: "Nobody knows what the future will bring."

After viewing SeaWeed's blog, it seems capture quite a lot of my memories...especially the time near to SPM. Ya, every1 are crazy "K-ing" their reference book. Ya, it's true that our class is a special class cuz...hehehe...at that time... almost half of the class is empty.. u know. EMPTY!!
reason 1)teachers had finish the syllybus, so no point going to school anymore. go to school juz walk around and chit-chatting in class. =P
reason 2)everytime u see yr friends around, u'll sure chit-chat wif them. NON-STOP!!! ya, at the beginning u were group studying but soon it'll be out off the topic.so to avoid this to be happen ...STAY AT HOME!!!
reason 3) due that our class macam "Fish Market" and the worst class in school

still thanks to all my friends... especially those 5 gals.

They have given me such a wonderful time in school and enriched my secondary school life. ^^

damn it!! can't believe i write so long!!! super damn!! half blog is in chinese and the other half is in english!! "kek tiok"!! =P

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半"泡汤"

我要去CND的梦想已可算是"泡汤"了. 就因为要去那边求学的东西没搞清楚变得乱七八糟了.可说是太多主挨了. 钱呢...也只能拿回2/3的了. 家里人都差不多为了这件事烦得没力气, 没胃口,不能睡...我自己也不知道哭了多少次了.
到最后还是倒回KL和哥一起念书了.
真对不起让你们为我的事给你们添了那么多的麻烦...
也对不起在加拿大的四舅和全家,我让你们失望了...

The Big Decision!!

ok... now i've made lots of possibility, lots of thinking, lots of imagination n lots of prediction...
the time has come and i've made a big decision for what i'm going to do after this...
i accept what had happen...
the road is just in front of me ready for my first step to enter a new world...

i've made my decision to further my study in CND. it's kinda a big decision for me though...
the education board had accepted my application n Uncle 4 had found a suitable school for me in CND...(not far from his house i think)

the problem is... my VISA is not approved yet!! n the school is gonna be open on the 1st of Feb... i'm gonna be late for scholl!! I don't want!!! I don't like it!!! I want to go there earlier!! I don't want to be late for school!! why apply for the VISA thing is so TROUBLESOME 1!!! i still need medical check up. (hello~~ i'm health is very ok, ok? i don't have any sickness...) n they still need a letter from parents n Uncle 4.... how worse could it be?? this VISA thing is wasting lots of ppl's precious time...

btw, i haven't tell any of my friends i'm going to CND...
should i tell them the day b4 i leave? or
should i not tell them? <<--- they'll boom u for sure if u don't tell them or
should i tell them now? or
should i tell them when i reached CND?


1 word for myself....."烦"

i'm kinda like so super "烦"here!!!

Horse Horoscope (2008)

Luck does mot look promising with much obstructions, wealth drops and students face challenges in their studies with much problems. You feel left behind so work extra hard and reduce outdoor activities and games. Pay full attention to your studies for good results.

Career

Those born in year of Horse are subject to changes this year and these include shifting house, traveling afar, changes in position or switching jobs which bring about difficulties on adaptability, new opportunities may be discovered.

Those born in year of Horse are advised to stick to routine and to stand firm. Other than working hard, they should improve human relations and reserve room for retreat in case of setbacks. They should not be involved in speculation or partner with others in business to avoid financial disputes or loss of wealth. There is a lack of human relations and benefactors, and to avoid trouble from malefactors, they should carry out jobs on their own. Gossips are also indicated which may result in loss of wealth and injuries. Expenditure may exceed budget, so cut down on unnecessary entertainment and keep low profile. Listen to the advice of others and relinquish your subjective sense of judgment. Mix around with others and your luck will naturally turn for the better.